Alhamdulillah, it's a new year for the Hijrah calender. I hope it will be a better year than before. I honestly think that I slacked so much as a muslim last year. I feel like I've not done enough for Allah. I've been asking and asking and asking and sometimes I just forget to do my part as a muslim. What Allah has given me and what I've been doing to thank Him is definitely not enough. I don't get satisfied easily with just saying Alhamdulillah. Don't get me wrong, it's a beautiful and meaningful word but I just feel like I can do more than just saying "Thank You Allah." Well, I guess that's the reason why there is a sujud called "Sujud Syukur." I should make it a point to do that each and every time Allah gives me something, be it whether I asked for it or something unexpected.
Everytime when a new year comes, everyone will have resolutions and things like that. There are people who really hold on to what they believe in and make sure they achieve their goals while some people who are just like me, no determination at all haha. It's not that I don't want to do it, I just need constant motivation from people around me. I'm that kind of person. I have to be reminded of my own goals, how useless I am. I must remind myself of what I want and where I wanna be next year. But right now, all I want is to be a good muslim and student. My responsibilities towards Allah must be done everyday without fail while I do my constant studying. Those are my goals. Oh and also scoring good marks for all my exams. I really hope the new year will change me into a better person. In Shaa Allah.
Salam Maal Hijrah :)
