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As I grow up, I realized that even your best friends can never understand you fully. No matter how close you are to them, they will never be able to feel what you feel, smile when you are smiling, be there for you every time, understand what you're going through and etc. To me, only Allah understands everything. Only He knows how I feel, what are my true dreams, who my jodoh is and what I go through every day. Everything comes from Him and to Him we shall thank and be grateful to. I am not that pious but I've learned that we should never put our religion aside in our lives. No matter what religion we practice, it should always be put first. 

No matter how smart or rich you are, you must remember that there is only one God, and you must never forget Him. Take everything that come to your life as a lesson for you to become a better person. As for now, from my recent posts I've been talking about my "crush" and I really like him. Even a simple hi from him would make me smile all day. I take this as a cubaan from Allah. This feeling I have comes from Him and at the end of the day, even if I want to marry my crush but if he is not fated for me, he will never be mine. But if it's otherwise, then even if he goes to US and I go to Australia, we will still meet and be together. I believe that Allah knows what's best for me. I can only pray to Him :)

To my muslim readers, let's try our best to be a better muslim alright? I am also trying very hard as what is more important in the Akhirat. In Shaa Allah we can do it :)

Try

I am so addicted to this song. I've been listening to it for i dont know how many times :')

Saturday

Alhamdulillah it was a good day. Attended a wedding in the afternoon. It was Abang Asyriq's wedding to be exact. He's my mum's ex-staff's son. His parents have been really close friends of my mum since a few decades ago. Yup, that long! Also, our parents once planned to marry me off to one of her sons. Oh and she has 5 sons! A lot ayyy? Hahaha. But nah. I have my own choice and i believe he has a girlfriend too. Besides, I was around 2 years old when they planned everything. VERY YOUNG. 

Anyway, my mum met a lot of her old staff there and one of them is my mum's favourite staff whom she has not been in contact for almost 17 years. His name is Uncle Amin :) I've seen him in a lot of pictures with me in it. My mum told me that he used to carry me around and since before, I've always wanted to meet him. And Alhamdulillah, I met him today and I felt like crying for no reason. When I look at him, I just felt so young and I just hoped that he was there to see me grow up. Nevertheless, I am still very thankful that I met him today :)

It was a beautiful and simple wedding. What's important is that the bride and groom are happy. 

EARLIER, i had my Critical Thinking Skills (CTS) exam. For once, I feel that accounts makes sense. My CTS was crap. Full of nonsensical words and answers. I had a really hard time answering. But there were a few easy ones, of course. Or else, I would fail the whole paper. I just hope for the best.  

Well, before I end this, I would like to share something. Remember the crush i mentioned in my previous post? When everyone was teasing me and the "guy who's supposed to marry me" haha, all i could think of was my crush. I guess I am deeeeeeply in love~ 

Hehe, that's all :D 

Love

Love is like war: easy to begin but very hard to stop. - H. L. Mencken 

Very true, It's easy to fall in love. As a child, you will first start loving your parents who have been taking care of you and loving you since the day you were born. As you grow, you will start loving others like your relatives and friends. And followed by loving a person who will make a BIG change in your live. No doubt, you will keep falling in and out of love but you learn from everything that happens. But when the right person comes, you will just know it. Your love for that person will never die and it will keep growing. 

Why am i talking about love all of a sudden? Well I guess I just got "love-struck" Haha

I gotta admit it that it's beautiful when you like/love someone. But then again you would feel very hurt if that person rejects you without any reason. Currently, I like a guy who I think doesn't know me. Wait, I am NOT talking about Yunho okay? Haha. This time, he lives in KL and he went to my college for a semester. I've never noticed him during my first semester because I just didn't care. And now i'm regretting it, seriously. If only i noticed him last semester, we could have been friends now. But it's okay, I like it this way. I've never talked to him and i don't know much about him, therefore, we would definitely have a lot to talk about once we're friends....Will it ever happen? I wonder. Whatever it is, Allah knows the best and all I can do is pray to Him. If he's meant for me, then we will be together no matter what happens :)

So, as usual I told Ezleen EVERYTHING and she's the best! She told me what to do and I just needed to tell her about him. I still tell her everything till today because it is hard to get over this boy. Ezleen, please bear with me. Haha. A few days after telling her,she told me to listen to Ronan Keating's If Tomorrow Never Comes and she was like this song is for you and him. Haha. Till today, I listen to it everyday. It's a beautiful song :) Thank youu <3

Welcome

Hello everyone! Well this is Atasha and I deleted my old blog which is becausetashasaidso.blogspot.com because I thought that it has a lot of unnecessary posts there. Also, I find it embarrassing, my posts i mean. Haha. So here is my new blog. Have fun reading my posts to come! :)